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Post by f3n1xhvn732 on Dec 15, 2011 0:24:42 GMT -5
Well things are getting bad for me ultimately. My servitors are falling "sick", my empathy powers are getting bad and my magick is fading as well.
I don´t know if related, but I have been attacking the Ahriman deity. Is a curious deity though, it prospers in the "not beliving on magick or psi", or in materialist believes. I thought that was more like and zeitgeist not an archetype/divine form. But I had a plan, attack the leaders of the atheist community. But in the time in between maybe he is in a counter attack.
I´m still planning against it (its impossible to destoy it I know, but I want to destroy the zeitgeist of those pseudoskeptics, and if I can debilitate the egregor/divinity form I can make the movement crumble). With some magick and my servitors. If anyone plan to join me are welcome.
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Post by Baron on Dec 15, 2011 0:28:49 GMT -5
Hrrm. Interesting, but what's the ultimate goal of this plan? Also, please check your inbox. I sent you a PM.
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Post by f3n1xhvn732 on Dec 15, 2011 0:37:04 GMT -5
The ultimate goal is to everyone have the access for information on magick and psychism, and also that it became a not taboo topic in science. I think the materialist/mataphysical naturalism time is over and the world needs more look on the "inside" (spirituality) and to expand their horizons on what is real and what not. To stop the bulling on the base of "skepticism" on the victims of enchanted houses, and those who are dignosed "schizoid" only for their life as mediums because of a talent they not asked to (those who search for it, knows what will happen to them though).
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Post by Baron on Dec 15, 2011 0:40:15 GMT -5
Noble goal, but it might cost your empathy. I, myself, am a scientist that belives in the occult. I don't find it impossible to achieve your goal in the near future, at all.
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Post by f3n1xhvn732 on Dec 15, 2011 2:09:36 GMT -5
Yeah I know... I also studied science. Thats why I think is the best moment to try something. These are moments of change, but with those movements like "the new atheists", well the fundamentalist in them is like the ones in the church of the medieval age... I fear that it becames the zeitgeist all over the world and then all this disapears or go (other time) to the occult sphere of the culture...
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Post by f3n1xhvn732 on Dec 15, 2011 12:23:38 GMT -5
Ok, after meditating about the tulpa thing, I had a great idea that hope that became viral.
Its named virtual producers or tulpa producers.
The idea come to me when meditating about a phrase in the "Servitor/Tulpa" post. The consience of plants. Plants don´t seem to do that much, but are incredible sensitive to changes and in some degree to the natural order of things. They tend to compete with each other but also cooperate alot with almost any existing animal, fungi, bacteria, insect and inclusively other plants. They are masters of empathy and connection (some studies revail that they are very aware of their surroundings and can "sense" others actions, intentions and thoughts). That and the fact that their waste is our food make them perfect archetypical tulpas for passive production (contrary to mushrooms that are more aggressive decomposers, their niche is more of recyclers of nature).
Then the epiphany...Why not make one of those to transform waste energy (Deadly orgone, frago, "darkness", "bad vibes") or virtually infinite sources (like Divine light, or photons) into natural useful ones (orgone, manifestable energy, psi or ki)? So I made them.
Why is a tulpa, not a servitor? Because it haves a "body", "mind" and at least is more freedom than most servitors. They will have "superficial" plant-like consiousness not profound becouse its better to be simple on this ones (remember is better a "spiritual pet" than a full developed human tulpa).
They will be linked to me at first, but the idea is that they become part of the "spiritual" ecosystem like the elementals, permitting conections about ecological niches (in the spiritual plane) that before were impossible. But that is the last part, first I will experiment with myself.
So thats my project now, I will mantain you informed. (I´m not discarding the other proyects, only focus in this one for a time)
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Post by professorromaniuk on Dec 15, 2011 13:21:20 GMT -5
Are you in danger or something bad could happen to you? I hope not.
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Post by f3n1xhvn732 on Dec 15, 2011 14:18:34 GMT -5
Well I prefer not to think about it. Because in the world of magick if you believe it you can "lose it" to paranoia. First you have to clean youself. If persist use a ritual of purification. If doesn´t go away after this, try exorcism. If not working, see in possible couses "inside", try to change your mood or mentality.
If all that fails... well you have a problem. The cause is external. You have to comunicate (with a -mancy, like tarot) with your spirit guide, or a servitor or a deity. Then you have to strenght your defenses and, if you like, search help of a magician or a deity.
When you have identified the source of the magical attack (if it was an attack) you can counter attack. But the best is only to strenght your defenses and "block" the influences of the source.
When you plan to go to "dangerous terrain" (metaphorically not astrally) is better to be prepared for the counter attack if the organization have a magician or a powerful and influential egregor.
Well, is only my opinion though. Others my think different, but I prefer to be cautelous.
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Post by professorromaniuk on Dec 15, 2011 14:54:59 GMT -5
Does everybody have an spirit guide?
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Post by f3n1xhvn732 on Dec 15, 2011 15:45:55 GMT -5
Well I don´t know mine too much though. It´s often called Holy Guardian Angel in the thelemic mysticism. Is like a spirit guide that knows better and challenge you to become an spiritual beign, or things like that. I´m that interested for now, but I´ve heard that is very useful in your spiritual path. I don´t know that much about that. And yes, everybody haves one. For more information: www.thebaptistshead.co.uk/images/stories/ThreeStepsEbook.pdfThe last part talks about the HGA (page 45 forward). The book is too synoptic for my taste, but also it is a perfect way to start in magick.
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Post by professorromaniuk on Dec 18, 2011 1:53:43 GMT -5
Glad to know I'm not alone.
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